and i just want to say that its not the sadness that kills you its the emptiness, the inability to process your emotions, the loneliness of other people not being able to see whats going on in your brain, the constant suicidal thoughts, the starving, the over-eating, the hours and hours of crying, to look at the people you love and not feel a single thing towards them or caring how they feel if you died. not being able to see a future, to not remember what being happy felt like because it feels like you’ve always felt like this. depression is not just sadness, it is the lose of everything good and simple and i wish more people understood that
